15 May 2007

Bad news, worse mood...


Weight - 257.4 Lbs.
Exercise - what do you think!


Even though I preach that daily weight fluctuations shouldn't be taken seriously (good or bad), I found myself to to be 1.4 Lbs up today whilst eating very low fat yesterday! Buggeration!

It has put me in a shitty mood that is proving harder to shift than a week old clinker on a bears arse...

I am trying to use this positively to motivate myself to get on with the next stage. It is so frustrating because I have done all the hard mental 'life change' stuff and I just need to get a sweat on! It pathetic really...


I have spent the morning trying to convince myself that it is work that has annoyed me but it isn't - what it is, is good ol' fashioned 'feeling sorry for yourself'.


Time to snap out of it and to get on with it. Salad for lunch and I have an afternoon with my 3 year old so time to think positive thought and push on and get the job done. I will not be defeated.


Honey and lime juice tomorrow and put the loss behind me!

See, I feel better already. This whole blog thing is a big help to sort through all this kind of stuff in your head - amazing! Sorry to get all 'Californian' but what started out as a bit of a chuckle has turned into an integral part of my weight loss program. It is not important for anyone to read it because it is for me , not you (though everyone is welcome). Starting to verbally fart now - sorry...

1 comments:

Sue said...

Nice observation, thanks.